“Mummy you are safe and loved and wanted!” my son said to me one night as he stroked my cheek, his eyelids heavy
with sleep. He was repeating words I had said to him even in the womb. Every night after bedtime story and prayer, I would whisper those words to him and his sister. “You are safe and loved and wanted” And now, he would say those very words back to me.
In the moment, I smiled and said thank you son. His sister had already drifted off to sleep secure that her world would remain as warm and safe as it had always been. Watching my children sleep, I tried to remember the last time I felt as safe as they did. Adulthood is hard and there are a lot of things that terrify me. A recent near death experience, the scourge of human trafficking, child molesters, accidents, crime and ultimately, who would love my children if something happened to me and my husband? These fears all weigh heavily on my mind. As a child I remember being anxious all the time, nighttime for me was filled with bad dreams about monsters and ghosts. As a teenager, my nightmares were less about monsters trying to hurt me and more about human beings who were just as scary. And truth is, as an adult, I still struggle with being anxious and afraid. Not in the same way of course but I can sometimes find myself feeling unsafe, unloved and unwanted and I am only just beginning to understand all the reason why and learning to face my fears.
And yet, each night I tell my children that they are safe and loved and wanted. I know that they will forever be loved and wanted by me but I can never guarantee their safety. Not completely. They don’t know how scary the world is as yet, and I am grateful for that but one day, despite our best efforts they will learn what the world is. And like me and many others, they may feel unsafe, unloved and unwanted. Right now my children believe that they are safe because I say that they are. I have never lied to them before and they have no reason to doubt me. Plus there is something very comforting about the consistency with which they hear those words. And if my children could be comforted by my human words, how much more can they be comforted by the words of their heavenly father who is perfect and does not change. And how much more should I be comforted by God’s words?
I say that my children are safe because I have locked doors, God says “Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you, he will never leave you nor forsake you” Deuteronomy 31.6.
I tell my children that they are loved because seeing them and being with them selfishly fills me with strong emotions that I understand to be loved but God says “I have loved you with an everlasting love, I have drawn you with unfailing kindness” Jeremiah 31:3
I assure my children that they are wanted because my husband and I, although unprepared to be parents, are genuinely grateful for them. However, God says “And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you may also be where I am” John 14:3
Talk about being safe and loved and wanted. I know that there will always be things to fear and I know that I may always struggle with feeling anxious and scared but I am so thankful that God constantly finds ways to draw my focus away from the perils of living and back to his everlasting word. I know that there is no shortage of evil but I have every reason to hope because God has been faithful to me in his loving kindness. And whenever my fear gets really bad, I sing the chorus to one of my favorite hymns:
The winds and the waves shall obey thy will:
Peace, be still.
Whether the wrath of the storm-tossed sea
Or demons or men or whatever it be,
No waters can swallow the ship where lies
The Master of ocean and earth and skies.
They all shall sweetly obey thy will:
Peace, be still; peace, be still.
They all shall sweetly obey thy will:
Peace, peace, be still.
You are safe and loved and wanted!
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Where can i get a copy Ms. Carlow the few lines i read is already inspiring.
Hi Patricia,I can add you to my mailing list and send it to you.
What a beautiful chorus to sing and bring you comfort! I agree that adulting can be difficult. It sure is important to enjoy these special moments with our children, however. I love the safe and loving words you whisper to your children each night. I do a quick blessing of my kiddos each night and have loved any time they have reciprocated that blessing to me as well. 🙂
Hi Sherry, I know I love when they repeat something like this without prompting. It makes me feel that even when we don’t think they are listening , they really are. Keep covering those babies with your blessing.
absolutely beautiful words. I imagine your heart nearly burst when he said that to you.
It absolutely did Christine
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